Saturday, March 31, 2012

The Top of the Stairs


The top of the stairs, wallpaper peeling and thread bare runner leading me up in the warm yellow glow of the exposed lightbulb, into the quiet of family history.  I was an archaeologist with domain over a site that I could sift through as foul weather allowed me respite from my various and vigorous life out of doors, year after year with my perspective changing like candles on my birthday cakes.  

I could count on the rest of them to leave the site undisturbed—all of the artifacts en situ.  An upholstered trunk, faded floral print, mainly blue, held my grandmother’s silk slip and blue satin night gown, my mother’s baby dresses and my grandfather’s faded pinstriped baseball uniform.  I didn’t open this trunk on my own because even though I was a tough little girl I remained a bit jumpy about encountering mice and knew enough to avoid their havens.  

Next to the trunk stood a green painted bookshelf a foot or so taller than its neighbor.  This was my limited library, but one I patronized frequently.  The Five Little Peppers and How They Grew, Mama’s Bank Account, The Three Little Pigs Golden Book, Kidnapped, and Hans Christian Anderson’s Fairy Tales, there were others, but these are the titles—the timeline, that come to me now.